A True Life Story, Written by a COLLEGE GIRL
before she gave up the Ghost.
I Took Off My UNDERWEAR.....
I used to be that innocent girl who had the world
at her feet. I
was beautiful and I had eyes and HIPS that could
make men
sway, and to top it all up, I was a Christian, a very
good
Christian with a heart burning for God.
When I entered the university, I met a guy, his
name was DERRICK.
I couldn’t believe my luck the first time I bumped
into him on my way to class, he had such a kind
smile and a tender look that weakened my knees
when he spoke.
Because I was late for class we couldn’t talk much
but barely
three weeks later, I met him at the fresher’s night
party and I
was overwhelmed. We got talking and I found out
that he was
in his second year and from that night, we became
an
inseparable pair.
At first, we were friends and as months passed by,
we got
closer and closer and the chemistry between us
was undeniable.
About a year after I entered the university, Derrick
and I started
dating . He was everything a girl could ever want
and desire
save the fact that he wasn’t so much of a
Christian. Derrick had
magical hands that made him hard to resist and
most times I
fell for it. At first, I felt bad but when I couldn’t
help falling into
the same pit I killed the guilt on my inside.
And then one day, one of my friends said I was
getting fatter and that got me thinking and in the
process I began to link the dots…first I had a
vomiting spree every morning which I thought was
due to a flu and then I had this morning sickness
which I felt was due to stress and then my missing
period…oh no it can’t be possible I
said to myself, I couldn’t be pregnant!!! After a
series of test outside school, I realized the
deadliest
truth, I was indeed pregnant. I was only nineteen, I
still had a whole life ahead of me, what was I
going to do. I couldn’t tell my parents, they
wouldn’t hear of it. Ihad to go to Derrick to tell
him what I had found out.
On telling him, I saw him fly into a temper I had
never seen in
my life. He was so hysterical, calling me all sorts
of names and
I didn’t even know when I started crying heart
drenching tears
of hurt and betrayal. When he looked into my eyes
he must
have realized how scared and hurt I was and so he
pulled me
close and ran his hands through my hair until I
had calmed
down and then he said to me in the most subtle
voice ever ”why
don’t you have an abortion”. I pulled back
instantly, I couldn’t
have an abortion! But when he talked about my
parents and
the sanctioning of the school and the fellowship
which I
belonged to, I knew I had no other choice.
Derrick had made all the arrangements and so on
the supposed
day we went to the room- like clinic. I shivered all
through my
way there but Derrick kept telling me that it would
be okay and that
he was proud that I made such a brave decision.
When I
entered into the room where the abortion was
supposed to take
place I laid down on the table trying to dissociate
my mind from
what I was about to do and then a young
man told me sternly, ”
you know I can’t perform this procedure with
your underwear
on” and then I began to pull it off. As I did this a
sense of guilt
overwhelmed me, first I had pulled off
my UNDERWEAR of
pleasure and now I was pulling it off to get rid of
the stigma the
pleasure had brought what a shame, I felt so
exposed.
All through the times that I felt instruments
coming in and out
of me, I kept thinking of the lady I had become
and the
hypocrite I had transformed into. I let out a sigh,
only if I can
get through this I muttered… only if…and then I
felt a sharp pain
pierce through the whole of my body, I screamed
but then the
doctor told me to be quiet. I felt another pain but
this time I bit
my lip and then the pain began to come in
successions. I
instinctively knew that something was wrong but I
was too
weak totally or to move and then I heard the
voices of Derrick
and the doctor talking about the fact that I was
bleeding
excessively. The pain was so unbearable and I
could feel myself
getting weaker and weaker. With the last strength
in me, I
pleaded with God”Oh Lord I’m so sorry for taking
my under
wears off, please forgive me.” and I drifted into a
world where
the pain seemed less hurtful and the
voices seemed more
distant.
Friends, our bodies are the temple of the Lord. Do
not take off
your UNDERWEAR when the time is not right. Lots
of girls who
gained admission into the university as virgins
eventually lost it
so cheaply to guys who have nothing to do with
their
destinies. In a bid to get a certificate, they sold
out a destiny
that certificate cannot guarantee....she died long
time ago..
before she gave up the Ghost.
I Took Off My UNDERWEAR.....
I used to be that innocent girl who had the world
at her feet. I
was beautiful and I had eyes and HIPS that could
make men
sway, and to top it all up, I was a Christian, a very
good
Christian with a heart burning for God.
When I entered the university, I met a guy, his
name was DERRICK.
I couldn’t believe my luck the first time I bumped
into him on my way to class, he had such a kind
smile and a tender look that weakened my knees
when he spoke.
Because I was late for class we couldn’t talk much
but barely
three weeks later, I met him at the fresher’s night
party and I
was overwhelmed. We got talking and I found out
that he was
in his second year and from that night, we became
an
inseparable pair.
At first, we were friends and as months passed by,
we got
closer and closer and the chemistry between us
was undeniable.
About a year after I entered the university, Derrick
and I started
dating . He was everything a girl could ever want
and desire
save the fact that he wasn’t so much of a
Christian. Derrick had
magical hands that made him hard to resist and
most times I
fell for it. At first, I felt bad but when I couldn’t
help falling into
the same pit I killed the guilt on my inside.
And then one day, one of my friends said I was
getting fatter and that got me thinking and in the
process I began to link the dots…first I had a
vomiting spree every morning which I thought was
due to a flu and then I had this morning sickness
which I felt was due to stress and then my missing
period…oh no it can’t be possible I
said to myself, I couldn’t be pregnant!!! After a
series of test outside school, I realized the
deadliest
truth, I was indeed pregnant. I was only nineteen, I
still had a whole life ahead of me, what was I
going to do. I couldn’t tell my parents, they
wouldn’t hear of it. Ihad to go to Derrick to tell
him what I had found out.
On telling him, I saw him fly into a temper I had
never seen in
my life. He was so hysterical, calling me all sorts
of names and
I didn’t even know when I started crying heart
drenching tears
of hurt and betrayal. When he looked into my eyes
he must
have realized how scared and hurt I was and so he
pulled me
close and ran his hands through my hair until I
had calmed
down and then he said to me in the most subtle
voice ever ”why
don’t you have an abortion”. I pulled back
instantly, I couldn’t
have an abortion! But when he talked about my
parents and
the sanctioning of the school and the fellowship
which I
belonged to, I knew I had no other choice.
Derrick had made all the arrangements and so on
the supposed
day we went to the room- like clinic. I shivered all
through my
way there but Derrick kept telling me that it would
be okay and that
he was proud that I made such a brave decision.
When I
entered into the room where the abortion was
supposed to take
place I laid down on the table trying to dissociate
my mind from
what I was about to do and then a young
man told me sternly, ”
you know I can’t perform this procedure with
your underwear
on” and then I began to pull it off. As I did this a
sense of guilt
overwhelmed me, first I had pulled off
my UNDERWEAR of
pleasure and now I was pulling it off to get rid of
the stigma the
pleasure had brought what a shame, I felt so
exposed.
All through the times that I felt instruments
coming in and out
of me, I kept thinking of the lady I had become
and the
hypocrite I had transformed into. I let out a sigh,
only if I can
get through this I muttered… only if…and then I
felt a sharp pain
pierce through the whole of my body, I screamed
but then the
doctor told me to be quiet. I felt another pain but
this time I bit
my lip and then the pain began to come in
successions. I
instinctively knew that something was wrong but I
was too
weak totally or to move and then I heard the
voices of Derrick
and the doctor talking about the fact that I was
bleeding
excessively. The pain was so unbearable and I
could feel myself
getting weaker and weaker. With the last strength
in me, I
pleaded with God”Oh Lord I’m so sorry for taking
my under
wears off, please forgive me.” and I drifted into a
world where
the pain seemed less hurtful and the
voices seemed more
distant.
Friends, our bodies are the temple of the Lord. Do
not take off
your UNDERWEAR when the time is not right. Lots
of girls who
gained admission into the university as virgins
eventually lost it
so cheaply to guys who have nothing to do with
their
destinies. In a bid to get a certificate, they sold
out a destiny
that certificate cannot guarantee....she died long
time ago..
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